PLKN (National Service)

ID Trainee 477 was graduated from Batch 1 Siri 11/2014 

in Kem Tanaki, Tambunan.

(5 January 2014 - 18 January 2014)

As my heading can see, I am finally done with National Service. I guess most of the blogger or people would love to know how's life in National Service. SO HERE I AM POSTING THIS HEHE. 

My thoughts; To be honest, I am really suffer for the first two weeks. As I said in my previous post, I am pampered. So for me to stay in National Service for 3 months is not that easy. In the first 2 weeks, I slept hard bed, the food disgusts me, the tiring activities, the heavy eyebags & restless days, the annoying sunshine & trainer and etc. I can't bare with all of these & the hardest thing is, I miss my home. Once I wonder, "What if I study in west Malaysia? (I live in east Malaysia) Or overseas? Will it be more suffer?"

But then, I'm slowly getting used to it. It slowly looked "okay" to me. Day by day, I past it with counting down days back home. At last, day before home, feeling happy yet feeling reluctant to part. I'm pretty sure everyone feels the same too. No matter how bad the camp you stayed, you will still missed it. I am now. I mean, no I wouldn't want to go back but still the memories there had stayed in my heart. The moment that are sweet, bitter, hard, sad, or whatever, I miss all of them. Especially you had known a bunch of new friends, from different places & different races. You miss it more. 

I cried on the last day. Indeed, heartbreaking to separate with friends, even we only knew each other for 3 months. Especially to the KL-ians. We kinda knew a lot that were from Kuala Lumpur. They started to cry so badly when they soon getting up to bus, & we followed. That freeze moment, everyone falls into the sea of bitterness. Can you even imagine? Datang dengan paksaan, pulang dengan kenangan. (You came here with forced, you go back with memories.) It just looks like a dream, you came here to get used to everything & meet new friends, and you have to leave & separate with all of these, like you never been there before. And what sad thing is I didn't get to send the KL-ians in airport. What done is done. 

And well, National Service indeed made me grow a lot, in many ways. I can't really describe what I had change but I can feel that I am. That feeling have to be experienced by yourself. Those who didn't get to join NS is a waste, & those who haven't join, you better join it now HAHA. Don't worry, it won't hurt, the first month might be hard but soon you will get used to it & meet more friends!

 Question: Is it the....

Answer: yes, every clothes they provided are all too big for me.

 This cost me RM12. Yes I played M16.

 Fyi, Kem Tanaki,Tambunan is the coldest camp in Sabah/Malaysia (idk). It is very good since it is not that hot compared to another camp. & they provide sweater.

 Kompeni Charile

 We stick together always. No matter we are in camp or out of camp, we always being together. They are my life sweetener. I'm glad that we got into the same camp together. 

 (low quality picture sorry.) Since it's the last day, Claudia & I decided to combine our bed together! so we woke up by looking at each other face. creepy much. HAHA.

Like my pictures? hehehehe. Follow me on instagram! @vvljy

"Thank you PLKN, for everything."

New year x

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! X

I am age 18 for this year. Unluckily, for me, I was selected for National Service, batch 1 in Tambunan, Sabah. But then I am lucky to be selected in Tambunan because the weather there is quite cold especially for night and early morning & I have few best friends going to the same camp! I am really happy to be selected for NS since I don't really like marching or whatever standing under the sun. Yes, I am pampered, I have to admit. I used one week to fully accepted the fact to live in a place, that food are not really delicious (sorry not sorry), cold water bath, smaller cupboard, harder bed & special species of insects (omg). It is a place that totally different compared to my home.  The schedule for one day (in weekdays) was very pack. You don't even have the time to daydream ya know. Another way, I have to accept the fact I am grow up. NS is an experience, that any other camp would not provide the same experience. I had stayed there for 1 month & 1 month was past. & there's still 1 and a half month waiting for me. *sobs* I can't really describe "fun or not" in NS now, since everyone said the best activity is in the second month. So I will post about NS soon! (When I get back from there!) and so are pictures! 

By the way, why am I blogging now? I am on holiday! Benefit to be in batch is that we have a 1 week holiday! Because of Chinese New Year! I don't really enjoy celebrating this year since everything is in rush! But I still get to hang out with all of the beloved :D I lost weight in the camp but then I gained back to my home T.T

Pictures and photos will be in the next post, and the next post will be after 2 months *sobs* bye peeps! 

 

end of high school

*tick tock tick tock*  time is wasting in your life. 

 *GRADUATION DAY*

I AM FINALLEEEYYY GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL!! I feel happy & sad at the moment.  Recall on that day, the event went on as we took the gown from the multimedia room and went back to our class to have a change and also putting the decoration on ourselves, RIBBON HEH (AND ITS GOLD, THANKS TO OUR MONITOR). We have a group photo of our class on our "lovely area" which is the staircase area urgh we hang out there a lot. AND WE RUSH TO THE HALL. Took a sit and the celebration started. ANDDDD the principal gave speech & adult gave speech & old people gave speech (lol) & the Best Student gave speech. I admit that when the time The Best Student giving speech, i felt tears rolling in my eyes. *sobs sobs*  so then every student have to go up to the stage to shake hand with old people and took a photo. We are the forth class (4/9, science stream). I was so much more nervous compared to the rehearsal. oh my but then everything went well. After every class went up, we photo-bombing all around the hall. 

Thanks to my parents that they attended my graduation. Thanks to my boyfriend accompany all around & he gave me a bouquet of flowers & some little things (feeling loved). Thanks to every of my friend gave me the best memories in these five years. *HUGS HUGS EVERYONE*

* LAST DAY OF SCHOOL *

Pictures above are the highlight of the day. Not much to say, just then I had a lot of fun that day. (heart sank for separated *sobs*)

I have spent very well in these five years, with joy & tears. You can never forgot the secondary school life. As they said, it is bitter than primary school life but then it is so much sweeter than the society. Secondary school life is the last joyful before you step in the society. To every junior, do not waste your time on changing yourself just to fit in to the society or to fit in the now trending. YOU WILL REGRET & not necessary. We are too young. My advise, do whatever makes you happy & STAY WEIRD.

p.s: To me, SPM IS NOT OVER YET HAHAHA. I still left chinese subject, THE VERY LAST ONE. Back to study now! Enjoy your days & happy December x